1. |
Lenore
03:25
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Lenore
Poison’s what we drink,
and gas what we inhale
Our life our jail,
resuscitate the US
that’s died in vain.
Cry, shed tears goodbye.
We’re born to die
Dear me oh why?
Why can’t our dreams
converge with life
to make this utopia come true?
Deepest agony’s inflated
Only privacy’s invaded
Haunting thoughts portray
the doom foreseen
My please be kind
to bring thy joy
our souls are thirsty for
Be kind to shut the door
and please ignore the holes
Chorus
New blood
will brake what now is
Fake, fake, fake
Sleeping
we’re finally come to
Wake, wake, wake
Forever and more
we’re not insecure
Ugliness will get out of our way
Pleased we will stay
Choral
Sad so sad, never glad,
searching for miserable,
waiting for the so called death//
Fighting together
for the sweet dream
we’ll never be free
Lusting the beauty we seek.
Through all these years
we’re drowned in tears
By fear, by fear,
by fear of death.
Shadows follow light,
the one that was so bright
Incinerate the corps
brought low by death
with no breath left
Antigoni:
Deepest agony’s inflated
Only privacy’s invaded
Haunting thoughts
portray the doom foreseen
My please be kind to bring
thy joy our souls are thirsty for
Be kind to shut the door
and please ignore the holes
Poe:
“Weep now or never more, see.
On your drear and rigid bier low lies thy love,
Lenore! Come! Let the burial rite be read,
the funeral song be sung!
An anthem for the queenliest dead
that ever died so young.
A dirge for her the doubly dead
in that she died so young.”
Chorus
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2. |
Chaos
04:36
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Chaos
Walking down the road
I meet familiar people
I’m with my father
He doesn’t look like him at all
Suddenly I’m in a house I’ve never been before
Some men start going after us, they’re chasing us
RUN my darling, RUN as fast as you can
If they catch us, they’re going to kill us both
STOP! Running
STOP! You’ll die anyway
I mutely scream. Nobody can hear
Lying on a lea. A bull’s eye in tears
Riding an airplane. My mother’s insane.
Go back to sleep
Playgrounds have always looked so big
When I was just a kid
What am I still running from?
Places and faces look darker
My heart beats as fast as it can
RUN my darling, RUN as fast as you can
If they catch you, you will be caught dead
STOP! Running
STOP! You’ll die anyway
I mutely scream. Nobody can hear
Lying on a lea. A bull’s eye in tears
Riding an airplane. My mother’s insane.
Now I’m free. I’m falling from a balcony
Cauldrons
Spitting fire
I opened my eyes for the first time
Seconds like hours
My voice has no power
I’m falling from… my bed
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3. |
Expectations
03:48
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Expectations
It all started when
the perfection was gone
Routine forced its way
into our communication
So suddenly my prince
pulled his mask aside
That’s when it begun realization
My stomach started twisting,
I heard I wasn’t listening
Another man beside me
with full logic to confront me
Chorus
My mind was set
I was easily impressed
Overwhelmed
by a new acquaintance
His nature and mine
were so hard to combine
once more..
So I’ll watch what I expect from him
‘Cause the surface may distract me
One moment I may finally see
that he’s not worth all my trouble
We made no plans for creation,
our thoughts filled just with ration
That’s when I decide
I want to freeze my mind
And start over again
my way of thinking
My problem to conceive
how their mind may work
Makes it hard to believe
they have feelings
So I become immune,
male gender seems so cruel
Waiting for them to fail
madness starts to prevail
Chorus
So watch what you expect from me
‘Cause the surface may distract you
One moment you may finally see
that I’m not worth all your trouble
I make no plans for creation,
my thoughts filled with negation
So I conclude to this phrase...
Expectations lead to disappointment
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4. |
Internal Contrust
03:12
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Internal Contrust
Voices in my head all the time,
Voices in my head all the time
A drop in the sea, full of memories,
nothing to hang onto.
I am alerted, I am contented.
Nanananana
Voices in my head…
Nanananana
Voices in my
Fear that their so bright fire
will burn mine
Such a victim
Eyes on the floor
won’t look again high
Misery searching
Her life a mess just one caress
to bring her back
but she’s fucked up.
Chorus
Faces coming In and out,
all her life she’s down the spout
‘Till one day she’s lost forever
Because she gave but never got,
always cared but they forgot
Sooner or later she’d escape
away from her cell
She was never on the scene,
getting fame wasn’t her dream
Small things she could hang onto,
he used to be place to resort to.
She just wanted someone to trust,
not just controlled by lust
People called her in-sane.
But she was, yes she was
Sane enough to be objective
plus an in- to be creative
Her life a mess just one caress
to bring her back,
but she’s fucked up
Chorus
She was never on the scene,
getting fame wasn’t her dream
Small things she could hang onto,
he used to be place to resort to.
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5. |
Personal Reality
04:44
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Personal Reality
Get in our world and we’ll control
reactions and your right
to know more
Work every day go home
and stay inside your little shell.
Sit down don’t react
while we try to suck your blood.
We’re the ones. Control your life,
shut your mouth & beat your wife.
Eat the mutant cucumber.
From all that you got
we take what we want
a kick in the gut
we’ll brake it all up
and behold those
that just wanna be free.
I’m the master you’re the servant.
Brick by brick reality
unfolds in front of me
stealing pieces of my innocence //
(my world is shattering).
The whole world against my entity,
no sympathy no more. //
(And I become a heartless soul)
Chorus
We fight our way
we turn against
what limits our minds.
Walls around us
built to be climbed.
We’ll find the way
to terminate the decayed living.
Passiveness won’t be forgiven.
Give out the best you got
inside you.
Take all the negative
outside you.
Go out and see what’s there,
surrounds you everywhere.
There’s people craving for what
you got. Those who are willing
to suck your blood.
‘Cause being different’s a sin
for them so we say: Open your mind and be auspicious don’t let your will succumb to these fools.
We only live one life we shouldn’t smother it for people stupid enough to think that you’re the puppet, they hold the strings.
‘Cause it’s a threat to them
to understand beyond lies.
Chorus
We fight our way
we turn against
what limits our minds.
Walls around us
built to be climbed.
We’ll find our way to
blow away the chains
that hold us.
Open space
our destination.
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6. |
Exist
04:28
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Exist
I can’t feel a thing
I can’t feel my mind
I can’t feel no time
for the molecules that make
just what you now see
are the ones that make me
make me still exist
‘Cause I can’t, I can’t feel no pain.
I can’t feel my heart
I can’t feel the truth
my brain starts to crack
When I realize I really
cannot perceive I exist
And the reason I live
So please let me be you
cause being myself
is more than my mind
can comprehend
Chorus
Have you ever felt
like you’re made out of sand
and when the glass
you’re contained
will explode,
then you will be spilled
in your house, on the road
But you’re just an idea
that will soon be forgot
and the people you love
and the people that shine
they will shut down their eyes
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7. |
Asia (E) Minor
03:32
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Asia (E) Minor
I’m feeling alone and oh so helpless.
No problems but I’m so close
to madness.
I’m so alone
As a child I didn’ t have a choice.
With rugs and ropes I made my toys
I hate my life, I hate myself
and everybody else.
I am so weak
I’ll smoke until there’s no air
left to breath
You waste your time weeping alone.
Your life‘s ahead in every dawn
I have been through war
hunger and disease
Sleeping without heat
I felt like I was gonna freeze
Life is so rough that’s,
what makes you tough
I hate my life, I hate myself
and everybody else
Clear out your head
good things lie ahead
Have you ever felt like a stranger
in your own hometown?
I felt like I was gonna drown
Life is so rough
that’s what makes you tough
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8. |
Remember
04:37
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Remember
Men to die in vain and apathy
Ruled by men who know no empathy x2
Resemble to rats we have all become nuts
And we’re sitting reminiscing
Of the glorious days before the dawn of our plaques
Now we’re sitting on a globe where there’s
"Sex and Death and Human crime
In Monochrome
For one thin dime"*
All corrupted souls
In pervaded bodies
With laboratory substances
Can’t we come out from this
Wait,there’s a hope that reminds of us all
To simply
(Remember Remember
The fifth of November
the gunpowder treason and plot.
I see of no reason why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot).-by Guy Fawkes
In the tunnel of life
We can still find a light
To stare and to follow
Bulging eyes try to see
The lost love and faded glee
But what hides behind them simply is
Fear and Fraud in Everyone’s soul
Resulting from the ‘Big’ Ones
Moments with people was a reason to live
But now isolation is turning us into beasts
Yes, there are actions
That pull our strings and tell us
Remember…
It’s not just a rime
But it is a hope
Inner hope
Inner strength
Will get us ahead
Not just wait
For a man
To rule this land
On our own
Not alone
Remember the past
On our own
not alone
we’ ll finally cast away..
Remember…
Its not just a rime ….
Remember….
*copyright Alan Moore, V for Vendetta
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9. |
Seagull
06:41
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Seagull
Dreams that want
to be fulfilled,
Needs that don’t know
where they lead.
Will my deeds
satisfy my needs?
Do I have the knack
not to depend on luck?
It doesn’t suffice to recognize
the power of the ideal in you
You have to learn to actualize it
Your eyes will show limitations
let your brain lead
You may feel lost,
concentration
is what you need.
Chorus
Overcome space
and all you’re left is Here
Overcome time
and all you’re left is Now*
Start from higher,
fall above the sea
Reach new levels,
nothing can stop me
It doesn’t suffice to recognize
the power of the ideal in you
You have to learn to actualize it.
Your eyes will show limitations,
look with your understanding
Chorus
It doesn’t suffice to recognize
the power of the ideal in you
You have to learn to actualize it
Your eyes will show limitation,
look with your understanding
You may feel lost,
concentration
is what you need.
Boredom, fear and anger,
it’s getting hard
for me to breathe
Didn’t believe
in myself for so long.
All I’m left with to live.
Now I have the knack
not to depend on luck
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10. |
Traveler
03:46
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Traveller
Hey little traveller the road is long
and who knows where the end is
Far far away from home you are
alone 10.000 days
You packed your dreams
upon a bike
to cycle the circle of life
From nowhere to somewhere
you try to find yourself
through storm and rain
I’m on my way
and the road is my home,
everyday
I see the storm
I don’t know what comes next,
but I’ll stay strong
Head towards the sun
through happiness and loneliness
I’ll go where time leads me.
Experiences feed me
Looking back
will just mislead me
Truth is my road
has many crossroads.
No signs, big holes
Truth is it’s always hard
to keep my orientation
So traveling’s
the hardest thing to do,
with the hurdles
and the troubles
life gives you
The mountain’s high
the sun is low.
After the storm a rainbow
I’ll keep on cycling till it’s dark,
I’ll keep on waiting for a spark
The mountain’s high
the sun is low.
After the storm a rainbow
I’ll keep on cycling till it’s dark,
I’ll keep on waiting for a spark
I’m on my way.
But I’m afraid
Then I feel safe.
I’ll always be a traveler...
Life’s a journey and the road
will always be my home
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